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              After three weeks of hacking around Area of Operations (AO) Green, 
              the misty, steamy lowlands east of the large loop in the DaKrong 
              River and north of the Ashau Valley; setting ambush patrols, 
              claymore booby-traps, moving, setting up and moving again each 
              day; getting drenched and then scorched by the sun, and then wet 
              again; all without major enemy contact; a long-awaited and 
              thoroughly welcomed day had arrived. 
              Thanksgiving! A 
              free ride to "Charlie-Two" (C-2) forward fire support base just 
              below the DMZ near Con Tien and "The Market Place", and a hot 
              turkey dinner was the promise we had the luxury of making to our 
              mentally fatigued and physically worn squads. A 
              chance to get a great (however cold) shower, and change into some 
              clean clothes, fresh socks (mine had rotted through the bottom) 
              and clean underwear; followed by a triumphant turkey dinner with 
              all the trimmings was the salivating, scintillating day we had 
              planned. 
              The closest thing to fresh food we had during the past month was 
              the water buffalo remnants inadvertently butchered by a few stray 
              artillery rounds near LZ Sharon. Fresh (harsh) meat, along with a 
              combination of local roots and weeds gathered by our Kit Carson 
              Scout, LeVann Quan, helped us forget about our daily diet of 
              C-rations and rice concoctions. A few members of one of my squads 
              were able to supplement their diet with some filet of monkey during 
              the past three weeks, but even that tasty creature would take a 
              back seat to a real turkey dinner. 
              When dawn broke on this epicurean holiday we began to pack for the 
              long journey. The wet chilly morning begged for our routine of 
              burning anything available using those ingenious little heat tabs 
              (for C-rations) to warm us up a bit and dry us out. Anxiety was 
              abound; along with a certain apprehension about what could 
              possibly go wrong. Surely just a passing pessimism, but a sooth 
              said of profound proportions. 
              By 0700 hours our entire company, consisting of nearly 90 
              soldiers, was ready to move to meet C-Company of the First 
              Battalion/Sixty-first Mechanized and A-Company of the First 
              Battalion/Seventy-seventh Armored Regiments for transportation 
              aboard their tanks and armored personnel carriers; destination: 
              Charlie-Two Firebase, clean clothes, clean bodies, fresh water, 
              and a fresh, hot feast, and a two-day stand down. 
              We had a four-hour journey (15 kilometers) with full backpacks to 
              meet our transportation; so we wasted no time in putting a lead 
              element on the road. 
              My platoon would bring up the rear to start the trip so we had a 
              few minutes to kill before heaving those monstrous backpacks over 
              our shoulders. (You never wanted to load up too soon. Two minutes 
              of standing around with that kind of load could wear you out). It 
              seemed that as long as you were moving, the weight of the load 
              actually helped keep you going forward. But stopping for even one 
              minute could be a back breaker! I 
              caught a glimpse of Phil (Van Paepeghem) out of the corner of my 
              eye walking towards me. He was probably coming from an early 
              morning visit with the second squad. Phil was always one of the 
              first on his feet and ready to hump- even though his was by far 
              the heaviest load. Twenty pounds of radio equipment was not the 
              only excess weight he packed. Two-hundred rounds of M-60 
              ammunition criss-crossing his chest like a Mexican Bandito 
              represented the remnants of his attachment and brotherhood with 
              our second squad. 
              I could not have made a better 
              selection for my RTO (Radio Telephone Operator), but Phil's 
              closest ties were with his former squad members, and he continued 
              to watch over them like a big brother. Some of them had survived 
              the battle near Khe Sanh several months earlier. There was a 
              closeness that cannot be described. With every enemy contact Phil 
              would insure that second squad was Okay before conducting any 
              radio traffic. So close and loyal to me, yet never forgetting from 
              whence he came. Phil was a rare breed; only himself did he not 
              regard. His attitude was catching and permeated the entire 
              platoon. That was the backbone of my unit and I knew it! This 
              relationship was one of the few things that gave me hope that 
              there was a chance I'd make it through his year. 
              Phil never let me lose sight of the 
              human and sensitive side of dealing with my platoon. It's not that 
              I was cold and hard, but it was natural (and self preserving) to 
              let an invisible barrier separate you from your charges. Sort of a 
              defense-mechanism when you have to send them out on LP and OP, or 
              ambush, or heaven forbid wrap one up lifeless in a poncho for medevac. Now that was cold, and that was hard. A man can only 
              place his friends in jeopardy so many times until he stops having 
              friends; or getting too close. 
              As close as our squad members were to 
              each other, they were undeniably individuals by the very nature of 
              their assignments. They were a conglomeration of "one-man wars". 
              Each had his own schedule of when his private war began and when DEROS (Date of Estimated Return from Overseas) would bring him 
              home. Their time was shared, bit by bit, with those who preceded 
              their arrival, and then with those who arrived subsequently, and 
              with many of both of those groups who never met their DEROS. 
              Phil stumbled towards me with that resolute expression of his, 
              signaling that he was ready to start the journey. 
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